I'm in a not so good mood right now due to some personal reasons. Anyway, just came back from shisha with my cousin. Talked a lot about life and shit. Cool and funny guy man. Wish I could be like him. Can't wait for my birthday next year. Why? Figure out yourself. Most of my friends only turn 18 a few months after I do. So I guess I'll have to wait for their birthdays and see if they would wanna help me and my endeavours. Don't blame me. I'm still at the age where I wanna try new things. We are all curious aren't we? I'll just try not to let the worse get the better of me or it would be disastrous. Anyway, sorry about the title. Couldn't be bothered to think of a proper one. I'm gonna sleep now. Gotta wake up at 6am. Sucks right? Tell me about it. I just wanna end with this quote.
'When you do something for someone, don't expect anything in return.'
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
It's coming back to me.
Just when I thought it was all over, it came back. I don't know why but I really want it this time round but it might not be for the best. Who knows? I'll just try to let it go but I know it will be fuckin' difficult. Sometimes I look at myself and think, why am I like this. Is it a blessing or a curse? Well, there's no point whining and complaining about myself because it will be pointless. I guess I gotta go along. Everyday it gets more and more difficult. Fuck it, I have to try my best to get a hold of myself before I make the same mistake I did before. We just don't learn sometimes do we? Maybe a hard blow will make me learn. Maybe it won't. We'll just have to see.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Holidays coming to an end.
I've been stoning in front of the computer for almost an hour or two. Freakin bored man. Most of my friends are offline, probably sleeping cause they've got school in the morning and I'm over here on the verge of dying of boredom. School starts next week and I've got totally no mood to study right now. I'm not satisfied with this holiday. I feel like I wasted lots of time, as usual, and that I didn't do anything productive. As a matter of fact, this holiday is probably the worst ones I've ever had so far. I'm not gonna say why though. Did many things, both good and bad. Well, I'm still young and I'm curious. I wanna experience new things and try stuff. Curiosity killed the cat. Let's hope it won't kill me. There's still lots of stuff I wanna try but as always, time isn't enough.
Been going to the gym very often lately and I feel great! I just hope all my hard work will pay off in the next few months. Used to gym at home but as days go by, I find myself getting lazier and lazier. Don't have discipline at all. So I decided to join a gym. At least when I pay for it, I will go for it because I don't wanna waste my money. And plus, the gym keeps my mind off things and it helps me to make myself look better. My whole body is aching now. I'll definitely wake up feeling very weak later on. But it will all pay off, eventually.
Anyway, back to holidays. I really need to get out of Singapore man. It's god damn boring here and I have got no idea what else is there to do to have fun. I wanna go to Phuket, Malaysia or even Dubai with my friends. It will definitely be awesome. Just us friends hangin out. No parents at all. Sounds good right? I'm saving up now so that the next holiday, I can ask my friends to get out of Singapore with me. Maybe for a week tops. That's definitely enough to cool off and relax. Away from all the problems here. Just when you've solved one, another one comes up. It's never ending man. So, anyone up for a week of fun out of Singapore? Let me know yeah!
Before I go off, I just wanna talk about a song with you guys. I'm pretty sure you've all heard this song before, 'Not Afraid' by Eminem. If you have made bad decisions and did stuff that have made a bad impact on your life, don't worry. Just leave it all behind and start anew. It's never too late. You gotta be strong man because, in life, the weak will always fall. Don't let one bad thing turn your life around. Learn from your mistakes. I've probably mentioned this a dozen times but what the hell, It's an awesome quote. There will definitely be people who looks down on you and will want you to fail in life. You have to show them that you can beat everyone's expectations and overcome them. It's all in the song if you hear the lyrics with your heart instead of your ears. Well that's all I wanna say for now. Goodnight!
Monday, October 18, 2010
It takes 2 hands to clap.
Hey guys. I'm feeling a lil down today.. I'm tired and hungry but I don't wanna eat and before I sleep, I wanted to blog.
So here's what I wanna talk about. I'm sure most of you, okay probably all of you have friends. Am I right? Absolutely. Well, how many of your friends actually do care for you? All of them you say? Maybe, maybe not. They might not show that they care for you but you know, somewhere in your heart, that they do. But we all need to see is or hear those words once in awhile don't we? Sometimes you have to show that you do, just to prove to them that those feelings inside are real. Don't expect them to say ' Hi, how're you? ' or share their problems with you when you yourself don't even do the same to them. As mentioned above, it takes 2 hands to clap. True friends are those who come and talk to you, ask you for advice and help when needed. When in trouble, they will come and help and ensure that you don't get into any sort of trouble. A friend shares the good times and helps out by listening during the bad times. A true friend is someone you can disagree with and still remain friends. If disagreeing ends the friendship, that person isn't your true friend in the first place. Everyone needs friends. If you say you don't, you're a fucking retard. Go make some friends because you probably don't have good ones. It's not that difficult to make friends. Just walk up to someone, BE NICE and say hi and shake his hand. Start a conversation, and there you go. Friend made. Easy as one, two, three. That's how I met Faizal and Yan Seng. My 2 best friends from poly. If I didn't walk up to them and talk to them, I would probably be stuck with Felix. Not that there's anything bad but.. yeah. I'm sure you get me. It's not easy to build trust in a friendship or relationship. Sometimes it takes months, years. But once you've built it, it's damn simple to break it. That one mistake might break that trust and it would be a lot more difficult to gain that trust back. If not, impossible. I have this principle that I follow. Never trust your friends a hundred percent. Because once they back stab you, you're as good as dead.
Don't think that me posting this means that I don't have good friends. I've got many amazing ones. And I'm not targeting anyone specifically by posting this, just letting out what's on my mind.I just feel that people nowadays don't cherish what they have, and only realize it after it's gone. By then it's too late. So hold on to what you have now. You will never know when they'll go away. If you haven't, go to your phone or windows messenger and say hi to some of your closest friends. Ask them how are they. I'm sure it will make them feel good. They will appreciate you and probably do the same to you next time. Don't hide your problems from your friends, in fact, only share them with your closest ones. If you have a problem that you can't share with your family, do it to your friends. They will hear you out and definitely try to help. That's what friends are for right? To make your life a much simpler and enjoyable one. But, one thing to keep in mind. Let's say you treat them to a meal. Or maybe get them a souvenir or a gift, whatever. Don't expect anything in return. Don't be selfish. Give them something because you want to show how much you care for them, or appreciate them.
Think about it, you know you're smart, but you keep flunking your exams. People will think that you are dumb and stupid. If you pass all your exams with flying colours, then people will know that you are really smart. Show to people that you care. For me, I try to make it a habit to go out with both my poly friends as well as my secondary school friends AT LEAST once a week. Even if it's for a short while, meeting them will make me feel good. I can talk to them about anything under the sun and they will help me. I've heard people say that when silence between you and someone is comfortable, that means you're good friends. I believe it's true. Happened to me countless number of times. Sometimes I struggle to start a conversation though.. Even if it's about something stupid or interesting, I'll just try my best to start one. I NEVER fail to laugh whenever I go out with my friends. Be it sharing my problems or having a meal with them. Keep that fire going man. Don't let it die. I promise, you will regret it. There's just one flaw in friendships. Sometimes you tend to like or rather fall in love with one of your friends. Let me tell you, that situation FUCKING SUCKS. You want to be more than just friends but if things go bad, you will lose that person. At the same time, you don't want to take a step forward because you're afraid that you'll lose him or her. You can't bear not having that person in your life because she or he is too precious to you. You have to think about it hard and make a decision that you know that is best for you in future. I've got some friends who have also fallen for their good friend and they are all in pieces. Most of them are. Some of them choose to take their friendship to the next level and some of them decided not to. If you're lucky, your decision will make you a happier person. But if you're not, I feel you. Sometimes it's better not to take risks. Just go with the flow. Goodnight fellas. It's bed time :)
So here's what I wanna talk about. I'm sure most of you, okay probably all of you have friends. Am I right? Absolutely. Well, how many of your friends actually do care for you? All of them you say? Maybe, maybe not. They might not show that they care for you but you know, somewhere in your heart, that they do. But we all need to see is or hear those words once in awhile don't we? Sometimes you have to show that you do, just to prove to them that those feelings inside are real. Don't expect them to say ' Hi, how're you? ' or share their problems with you when you yourself don't even do the same to them. As mentioned above, it takes 2 hands to clap. True friends are those who come and talk to you, ask you for advice and help when needed. When in trouble, they will come and help and ensure that you don't get into any sort of trouble. A friend shares the good times and helps out by listening during the bad times. A true friend is someone you can disagree with and still remain friends. If disagreeing ends the friendship, that person isn't your true friend in the first place. Everyone needs friends. If you say you don't, you're a fucking retard. Go make some friends because you probably don't have good ones. It's not that difficult to make friends. Just walk up to someone, BE NICE and say hi and shake his hand. Start a conversation, and there you go. Friend made. Easy as one, two, three. That's how I met Faizal and Yan Seng. My 2 best friends from poly. If I didn't walk up to them and talk to them, I would probably be stuck with Felix. Not that there's anything bad but.. yeah. I'm sure you get me. It's not easy to build trust in a friendship or relationship. Sometimes it takes months, years. But once you've built it, it's damn simple to break it. That one mistake might break that trust and it would be a lot more difficult to gain that trust back. If not, impossible. I have this principle that I follow. Never trust your friends a hundred percent. Because once they back stab you, you're as good as dead.
Don't think that me posting this means that I don't have good friends. I've got many amazing ones. And I'm not targeting anyone specifically by posting this, just letting out what's on my mind.I just feel that people nowadays don't cherish what they have, and only realize it after it's gone. By then it's too late. So hold on to what you have now. You will never know when they'll go away. If you haven't, go to your phone or windows messenger and say hi to some of your closest friends. Ask them how are they. I'm sure it will make them feel good. They will appreciate you and probably do the same to you next time. Don't hide your problems from your friends, in fact, only share them with your closest ones. If you have a problem that you can't share with your family, do it to your friends. They will hear you out and definitely try to help. That's what friends are for right? To make your life a much simpler and enjoyable one. But, one thing to keep in mind. Let's say you treat them to a meal. Or maybe get them a souvenir or a gift, whatever. Don't expect anything in return. Don't be selfish. Give them something because you want to show how much you care for them, or appreciate them.
Think about it, you know you're smart, but you keep flunking your exams. People will think that you are dumb and stupid. If you pass all your exams with flying colours, then people will know that you are really smart. Show to people that you care. For me, I try to make it a habit to go out with both my poly friends as well as my secondary school friends AT LEAST once a week. Even if it's for a short while, meeting them will make me feel good. I can talk to them about anything under the sun and they will help me. I've heard people say that when silence between you and someone is comfortable, that means you're good friends. I believe it's true. Happened to me countless number of times. Sometimes I struggle to start a conversation though.. Even if it's about something stupid or interesting, I'll just try my best to start one. I NEVER fail to laugh whenever I go out with my friends. Be it sharing my problems or having a meal with them. Keep that fire going man. Don't let it die. I promise, you will regret it. There's just one flaw in friendships. Sometimes you tend to like or rather fall in love with one of your friends. Let me tell you, that situation FUCKING SUCKS. You want to be more than just friends but if things go bad, you will lose that person. At the same time, you don't want to take a step forward because you're afraid that you'll lose him or her. You can't bear not having that person in your life because she or he is too precious to you. You have to think about it hard and make a decision that you know that is best for you in future. I've got some friends who have also fallen for their good friend and they are all in pieces. Most of them are. Some of them choose to take their friendship to the next level and some of them decided not to. If you're lucky, your decision will make you a happier person. But if you're not, I feel you. Sometimes it's better not to take risks. Just go with the flow. Goodnight fellas. It's bed time :)
Friday, October 15, 2010
Just like old times.
What's up fellas! I'm back and I'm not doing too well. Why you ask? You'll find out soon enough.
So I woke up around 10.45am and just nice Faizal called me. He said he was outside my house and the first thing that came to my mind was that he was bullshitting! But, surprisingly, he was really there. Man, that guy is awesome. Came all the way from Yishun to see me! Thumbs up dear friend :) When he came in, we talked for a lil while before I hit the gym. Did some warm-up exercises and jogged for about an hour. He was playing drums while I was gyming. He sucks man, but you can't blame him. He's a marvelous guitarist after all. After taking a refreshing shower, we had lunch at my place before heading for Parkway Parade. I went there because I wanted to get new specs but the shop assistant said that I could fix my old one and save money. So I'll probably be going back there later on to get it fixed. We bought honey almond nuts there. I LOVE ALMONDS MAN. MAKES ME FEEL GOOOOOD ! Only bought 100grams though. Didn't wanna stuff myself with nuts or I might just go nuts. OKAY LAME.
After walking around, we went to the bus stop, and waited for bus 36. Supposed to me Catherine and Jacinta at 2.30 but SOMEBODY had things to do and changed the plan to 3.30 but SOMEBODY wasn't done then and we ended up meeting them at 5. Man, I really wanted to go to Sentosa to check out the activities there. Haven't been there in quite awhile now. But there's always next time. I promised my friends I will go to Universal Studios with them and I will hold on to that promise! We met the girls at city hall and headed towards Dhoby Ghaut and then to Harbour Front, Vivo City. Funny thing happened at Dhoby Ghaut. The girls we engrossed with my iPhone. Some cookie game which I think is ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS. Because of that, after me and Faizal entered the MRT, Jacinta rushed in as there was the announcement which said 'Doors closing'. Catherine also rushed in but TOO BAD! The door closed on her. RETARDED? I KNOW RIGHT!! Haha sorry Cat :P So we stopped at the next station, Clarke Quay and boarded the next train. Laughed our asses off. When we arrived at Vivo, we went to check out some shops and I bought Forbes magazine from the book store there, Page One. I've no idea why but I find myself engrossed in business books and stuff. Probably wanna start my mini business soon. Hope I can do it :)
Felix came around 6.30 but he had to go off earlier cause he had to meet Calvin and Gideon at Tampines 1. The rest of us carried on with dinner at Fig & Olive. Honestly, it wasn't up to my expectations. Firstly, the food they served was cold and they don't even know how to top up the drinks. Bad service, BAD FOOD! Plus, the food was on me. I wanted to treat them cause I just got my salary but didn't enjoy the food though. I'll treat them next time and I'll make sure the food is good! I feel very good when I treat my friends. Not trying to flaunt or whatever but honestly, I really do.
Moving on, after that we went to the sky park and sat down and talked. Nice view of Sentosa! Still waiting to go there with my friends. After talking and laughing for about an hour or so, Cat and I headed to Simei to meet potato (Jacinta). Faizal went off. I guess he was tired. Throughout the whole MRT Cat was playing my iPhone until my battery went flat. EVERY SINGLE TIME I GO OUT WITH EITHER ONE OF THESE GIRLS MY PHONE'S BATTERY WILL DEFINITELY DIE! But... what the hell. As long as they have fun then it's alright. So we talked at Starbucks. Oh and we also played stress!! If you don't know what it is, I'm not gonna tell you. Go search it on Google fool. Cat SUCKED AT IT cause she have never played it before, so we taught her. I was the one who taught potato and she thought she could win me.. Gosh. She must be insane to think so! Jacinta, if you wanna be the best, you got to beat the best. ME! Don't blame luck. It's all skills my friend :) Maybe just a pinch of luck. After indulging ourselves in fun and laughter, we decided to head home as it was getting quite late. That pretty much sums up this day. I haven't been to Starbucks with them for quite a long time and I'm glad to say I'm delighted that I did last night. I'm not gonna lie, but I miss you guys man. Let's do it more often alright! Just like old times ^_^
Other than what I've mentioned about what I did last night, lots of stuff was going through my head. Mainly, about business. I so called took ' a leap of faith ' the day before and now, I am regretting that I did. Without thinking or asking for advice, I let greed took control of me and I didn't make a wise decision. I'm not gonna say what I did but whatever it is, I'm just gonna tell you people one thing. Before taking a leap of faith, sometimes you gotta take two steps back. Don't do it because you feel it's the right thing to do. Don't think once, not twice, but thrice and make sure you are ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE that whatever it is you're gonna do, something good can come out of it. At least not at the expense of other people's misery. I'm learning from my mistakes, and that's what keeps me going. I know I've failed, and I'm not going to do it again. That's business, even life has the same aspects. It may take failure before success. There's NO easy way out. And if there is, it's probably not the right thing to do. You gotta play your cards right and you'll succeed. I am fucking pissed at myself for doing such a thing and I feel like banging my head on the wall a thousand times but what good will that do to me? Yeah, nothing. So I'm not gonna dwell about it. Because making mistakes is alright, as long as you don't repeat them.
That's about all I wanted to blog about tonight. Damn bloody tired now, but it was definitely worth it. And I can't wait to meet up with Matthew next week at Nabins! Wanna shisha hehe :D I KNOW IT'S BAD OKAY! THAT'S WHY I'M TRYING TO DO IT LESSER NOW. Don't worry about me :) I'll try not to screw my life up. Fo shizzle my nizzle.
So I woke up around 10.45am and just nice Faizal called me. He said he was outside my house and the first thing that came to my mind was that he was bullshitting! But, surprisingly, he was really there. Man, that guy is awesome. Came all the way from Yishun to see me! Thumbs up dear friend :) When he came in, we talked for a lil while before I hit the gym. Did some warm-up exercises and jogged for about an hour. He was playing drums while I was gyming. He sucks man, but you can't blame him. He's a marvelous guitarist after all. After taking a refreshing shower, we had lunch at my place before heading for Parkway Parade. I went there because I wanted to get new specs but the shop assistant said that I could fix my old one and save money. So I'll probably be going back there later on to get it fixed. We bought honey almond nuts there. I LOVE ALMONDS MAN. MAKES ME FEEL GOOOOOD ! Only bought 100grams though. Didn't wanna stuff myself with nuts or I might just go nuts. OKAY LAME.
After walking around, we went to the bus stop, and waited for bus 36. Supposed to me Catherine and Jacinta at 2.30 but SOMEBODY had things to do and changed the plan to 3.30 but SOMEBODY wasn't done then and we ended up meeting them at 5. Man, I really wanted to go to Sentosa to check out the activities there. Haven't been there in quite awhile now. But there's always next time. I promised my friends I will go to Universal Studios with them and I will hold on to that promise! We met the girls at city hall and headed towards Dhoby Ghaut and then to Harbour Front, Vivo City. Funny thing happened at Dhoby Ghaut. The girls we engrossed with my iPhone. Some cookie game which I think is ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS. Because of that, after me and Faizal entered the MRT, Jacinta rushed in as there was the announcement which said 'Doors closing'. Catherine also rushed in but TOO BAD! The door closed on her. RETARDED? I KNOW RIGHT!! Haha sorry Cat :P So we stopped at the next station, Clarke Quay and boarded the next train. Laughed our asses off. When we arrived at Vivo, we went to check out some shops and I bought Forbes magazine from the book store there, Page One. I've no idea why but I find myself engrossed in business books and stuff. Probably wanna start my mini business soon. Hope I can do it :)
Felix came around 6.30 but he had to go off earlier cause he had to meet Calvin and Gideon at Tampines 1. The rest of us carried on with dinner at Fig & Olive. Honestly, it wasn't up to my expectations. Firstly, the food they served was cold and they don't even know how to top up the drinks. Bad service, BAD FOOD! Plus, the food was on me. I wanted to treat them cause I just got my salary but didn't enjoy the food though. I'll treat them next time and I'll make sure the food is good! I feel very good when I treat my friends. Not trying to flaunt or whatever but honestly, I really do.
Moving on, after that we went to the sky park and sat down and talked. Nice view of Sentosa! Still waiting to go there with my friends. After talking and laughing for about an hour or so, Cat and I headed to Simei to meet potato (Jacinta). Faizal went off. I guess he was tired. Throughout the whole MRT Cat was playing my iPhone until my battery went flat. EVERY SINGLE TIME I GO OUT WITH EITHER ONE OF THESE GIRLS MY PHONE'S BATTERY WILL DEFINITELY DIE! But... what the hell. As long as they have fun then it's alright. So we talked at Starbucks. Oh and we also played stress!! If you don't know what it is, I'm not gonna tell you. Go search it on Google fool. Cat SUCKED AT IT cause she have never played it before, so we taught her. I was the one who taught potato and she thought she could win me.. Gosh. She must be insane to think so! Jacinta, if you wanna be the best, you got to beat the best. ME! Don't blame luck. It's all skills my friend :) Maybe just a pinch of luck. After indulging ourselves in fun and laughter, we decided to head home as it was getting quite late. That pretty much sums up this day. I haven't been to Starbucks with them for quite a long time and I'm glad to say I'm delighted that I did last night. I'm not gonna lie, but I miss you guys man. Let's do it more often alright! Just like old times ^_^
Other than what I've mentioned about what I did last night, lots of stuff was going through my head. Mainly, about business. I so called took ' a leap of faith ' the day before and now, I am regretting that I did. Without thinking or asking for advice, I let greed took control of me and I didn't make a wise decision. I'm not gonna say what I did but whatever it is, I'm just gonna tell you people one thing. Before taking a leap of faith, sometimes you gotta take two steps back. Don't do it because you feel it's the right thing to do. Don't think once, not twice, but thrice and make sure you are ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE that whatever it is you're gonna do, something good can come out of it. At least not at the expense of other people's misery. I'm learning from my mistakes, and that's what keeps me going. I know I've failed, and I'm not going to do it again. That's business, even life has the same aspects. It may take failure before success. There's NO easy way out. And if there is, it's probably not the right thing to do. You gotta play your cards right and you'll succeed. I am fucking pissed at myself for doing such a thing and I feel like banging my head on the wall a thousand times but what good will that do to me? Yeah, nothing. So I'm not gonna dwell about it. Because making mistakes is alright, as long as you don't repeat them.
That's about all I wanted to blog about tonight. Damn bloody tired now, but it was definitely worth it. And I can't wait to meet up with Matthew next week at Nabins! Wanna shisha hehe :D I KNOW IT'S BAD OKAY! THAT'S WHY I'M TRYING TO DO IT LESSER NOW. Don't worry about me :) I'll try not to screw my life up. Fo shizzle my nizzle.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
A day to remember.
What's up guys! I'm back :) Oh man, I've got work later on and I haven't had a good rest for the past couple of days. But what the heck, I'm gonna try my best to keep this blog alive!
So, yesterday, FOR THE FIRST TIME, I actually went to meet my dear friends for breakfast. The last time we wanted to do that SOMEONE had to oversleep and screw up the whole plan. I wonder who :P Anyway, I met Felix, Jacinta and Kevin at 201 Mac Donalds and we walked to a nearby hawker centre. I can't remember what was the name of the place but whatever. I had laksa for breakfast. That's a first. After breakfast, we headed back to NASS. ( Ngee Ann Secondary School ) We wanted to slack at the library but Mr Ong, the operation manager didn't allow us too. Apparently only students and teachers are allowed in the school. We alumni have no rights! Who gives a shit. We left school and headed to Century Square to catch a show. At first we didn't know what show to watch. Faizal, Felix and I watched Buried the day before AND IT FUCKING SUCKED BIG TIME. THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE FUCKING SHOW, YOU CAN ONLY SEE DARKNESS AND A GUY IN A FUCKING COFFIN. NOTHING ELSE. PIECE OF SHIT WASTED MY $10.
ANYWAY, we decided to watch eat, pray, love. The show was freaking boring man. Another $7 wasted. There was a guy who fell asleep during the show. That jackass didn't on silent mode on his cell so when it rang, we threw bottle caps at him but failed. Luckily, the ringing stopped. So we were disturbing each other throughout the whole show. Wasted our time watching that show. So after that we headed to Felix's house to chillax. Felix and I were waiting for our appointment timetable and we managed to get into TB02!! Sadly Hannah, couldn't get in :( Sorry man.. After all that, we decided to have our early dinner at Changi Village. We totally forgot that it closes on Mondays. So we walked and managed to find Magic Wok and ate there instead. I love Thai food so I did treat myself to a scrumptious meal there. We had kang kong, green curry soup, bonless thai sweet and sour chicken and rice. I think that's all we had. After that we still had lots of time so we headed to Changi Beach to waste time. We were walking along the beach and Jacinta wanted to pull out the plants. Felix, that smartass came up with a new word, 'undig'. He said, ' No,no you need to undig the sand first', trying to imply that we should dig the sand so it's easier to pull the plant out. Yes, WHAT.. THE.. FUCK. Totally made my day man. Lots of funny things happened there. We disturbed each other, as usual. And I guess it was stupid question day. All of us asked stupid questions to each other. Funny stuff. We stayed there till sunset. It was beautiful man. Here are some pictures of the sunset if you haven't seen them on facebook.
So after that, we sent Felix off to his piano class somewhere in Loyang. Then me and Jacinta went to Loyang Point to find some stuff that I needed at shop n save. After that we sat at a nearby playground and talked. We talked about ME. We had a deep and personal conversation. But I didn't tell her everything. I guess I wasn't prepared to. Sorry. The conversation made me realise what I've become and what I might be. And no, I don't want to continue going the wrong direction. Somehow, somewhere, I took a wrong turn. I guess It's time to turn back. I haven't talked to her for quite a long time and I gotta admit, it was nice talking to her this time. We don't get the opportunity to talk like this often so.. yeah. I'm glad it happened. There's still lots of things in my mind I want to let loose but I just can't. Why? Beats me. Eventually, it will all come out. I just can't go on doing what I'm doing right now. It's just too much. Sooner or later, I might just be too far from the line and it would probably be impossible to go back. Stress, emo, school and life are just excuses. I only have myself to blame.
Moving on, we talked for nearly an hour, while waiting for Felix who in the end, decided to bail on us. What a jackass. So we walked to the bus stop nearby Jacinta's house and then I left for home. That pretty much concludes what happened yesterday. It was awesome and I hope this will happen more often. When you're with a big group of friends, it just ain't the same when you're with just some of them. Not that I don't like them, It's just easier to talk to each other in a smaller group. Alright folks, that's all I'm gonna post for now. Gonna screw around with my brand new iPhone 4! Kudos to you.
So, yesterday, FOR THE FIRST TIME, I actually went to meet my dear friends for breakfast. The last time we wanted to do that SOMEONE had to oversleep and screw up the whole plan. I wonder who :P Anyway, I met Felix, Jacinta and Kevin at 201 Mac Donalds and we walked to a nearby hawker centre. I can't remember what was the name of the place but whatever. I had laksa for breakfast. That's a first. After breakfast, we headed back to NASS. ( Ngee Ann Secondary School ) We wanted to slack at the library but Mr Ong, the operation manager didn't allow us too. Apparently only students and teachers are allowed in the school. We alumni have no rights! Who gives a shit. We left school and headed to Century Square to catch a show. At first we didn't know what show to watch. Faizal, Felix and I watched Buried the day before AND IT FUCKING SUCKED BIG TIME. THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE FUCKING SHOW, YOU CAN ONLY SEE DARKNESS AND A GUY IN A FUCKING COFFIN. NOTHING ELSE. PIECE OF SHIT WASTED MY $10.
ANYWAY, we decided to watch eat, pray, love. The show was freaking boring man. Another $7 wasted. There was a guy who fell asleep during the show. That jackass didn't on silent mode on his cell so when it rang, we threw bottle caps at him but failed. Luckily, the ringing stopped. So we were disturbing each other throughout the whole show. Wasted our time watching that show. So after that we headed to Felix's house to chillax. Felix and I were waiting for our appointment timetable and we managed to get into TB02!! Sadly Hannah, couldn't get in :( Sorry man.. After all that, we decided to have our early dinner at Changi Village. We totally forgot that it closes on Mondays. So we walked and managed to find Magic Wok and ate there instead. I love Thai food so I did treat myself to a scrumptious meal there. We had kang kong, green curry soup, bonless thai sweet and sour chicken and rice. I think that's all we had. After that we still had lots of time so we headed to Changi Beach to waste time. We were walking along the beach and Jacinta wanted to pull out the plants. Felix, that smartass came up with a new word, 'undig'. He said, ' No,no you need to undig the sand first', trying to imply that we should dig the sand so it's easier to pull the plant out. Yes, WHAT.. THE.. FUCK. Totally made my day man. Lots of funny things happened there. We disturbed each other, as usual. And I guess it was stupid question day. All of us asked stupid questions to each other. Funny stuff. We stayed there till sunset. It was beautiful man. Here are some pictures of the sunset if you haven't seen them on facebook.
So after that, we sent Felix off to his piano class somewhere in Loyang. Then me and Jacinta went to Loyang Point to find some stuff that I needed at shop n save. After that we sat at a nearby playground and talked. We talked about ME. We had a deep and personal conversation. But I didn't tell her everything. I guess I wasn't prepared to. Sorry. The conversation made me realise what I've become and what I might be. And no, I don't want to continue going the wrong direction. Somehow, somewhere, I took a wrong turn. I guess It's time to turn back. I haven't talked to her for quite a long time and I gotta admit, it was nice talking to her this time. We don't get the opportunity to talk like this often so.. yeah. I'm glad it happened. There's still lots of things in my mind I want to let loose but I just can't. Why? Beats me. Eventually, it will all come out. I just can't go on doing what I'm doing right now. It's just too much. Sooner or later, I might just be too far from the line and it would probably be impossible to go back. Stress, emo, school and life are just excuses. I only have myself to blame.
Moving on, we talked for nearly an hour, while waiting for Felix who in the end, decided to bail on us. What a jackass. So we walked to the bus stop nearby Jacinta's house and then I left for home. That pretty much concludes what happened yesterday. It was awesome and I hope this will happen more often. When you're with a big group of friends, it just ain't the same when you're with just some of them. Not that I don't like them, It's just easier to talk to each other in a smaller group. Alright folks, that's all I'm gonna post for now. Gonna screw around with my brand new iPhone 4! Kudos to you.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Soccer!!
Oh man.. I feel damn great after playing soccer! It's been ages since I last played. I played at Kallang Cage with Calvin, Gideon, Faizal, Jing Yang, Zhen Feng, Darren, Ernest, Justin and some other friends. We had an AWESOME time man! Especially Calvin, he has been dying to play soccer since before his promos and now that they're finally done with it, we can play just like old times! I haven't played sooo long and I'm damn rusty. Need to brush up by playing more and more often or I'll lose my touch man. AIN'T NO WAY THAT'S GONNA HAPPEN. So after soccer, which ended about 7pm, we headed to Kallang Leisure Park to have our dinner. Some of them went home cause they had dinner waiting for them. Justin had to go meet his class. Sad, we haven't met in a long time but we'll definitely meet up VERY VERY soon. Anyway, dinner. Oh wow, I broke my record of not eating RICE and DESSERT for dinner for almost a month. Trying to lose them fats man! But all's good. Doing well so far! But gotta have more discipline if I want better results. Okay, where was I? Oh yes, DINNER. We had a lot to talk about. From soccer to friends to our secondary school memories. Haven't met them in A VERY LONG TIME. It was damn fun man! Especially when we talked about soccer. Just like old times :) Made each other laugh like hell man HAHA! Next, we headed off to the ARCADE, as usual, and I solo-ed Zhen Feng in daytona. I was winning until HE BANGED ME. What a loser man! Made me lose control and lose. Nevermind, I'll definitely get him next time. Well, that's all I did today. All in all, AWESOME.
I wanna share what's on my mind but I'm damn lazy to type it out right now. I'm dead tired due to soccer. But it was all worth it. I'm probably going to bed soon. A lot in my mind I wanna let out but my body is refraining me from doing so :) I've got lots of friends who have relationship problems and I'm trying my best to help most of them. Here I am trying to find my way into one and everyone is complaining about theirs. Is it really that bad? I've got no idea. Why? Because I've never been in a relationship before. Maybe it's me. Well, whatever it is, only time will tell. So to all those having problems in their relationships, if the worst happens, there's always someone out there better for you. It's just that you haven't found out who yet. But in time, you will. No doubt about that. Ciao ~
I wanna share what's on my mind but I'm damn lazy to type it out right now. I'm dead tired due to soccer. But it was all worth it. I'm probably going to bed soon. A lot in my mind I wanna let out but my body is refraining me from doing so :) I've got lots of friends who have relationship problems and I'm trying my best to help most of them. Here I am trying to find my way into one and everyone is complaining about theirs. Is it really that bad? I've got no idea. Why? Because I've never been in a relationship before. Maybe it's me. Well, whatever it is, only time will tell. So to all those having problems in their relationships, if the worst happens, there's always someone out there better for you. It's just that you haven't found out who yet. But in time, you will. No doubt about that. Ciao ~
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Satisfaction.
Sup people. Hmmm, what did I do today? Well, as usual, I woke up at 8am, got ready and had my breakfast and left for work. Tiring day .. Worked till about 5pm and went back home to get ready because I was gonna meet Faizal and Yan Seng. Sadly, Hannah couldn't come because she's sick. GET WELL SOON!:) Oh and Felix, that lazy bastard. So the 3 of us went to eat at Nasrin. It's at Arab Street and damn the food is good, just like all of the shops there. I had a lamb kebab with rice. The meat was soooo tender and delicious! Gotta try it guys :) After talking cock about our daily life and problems, we shisha-ed. My cousin recommended me to try the shisha there and he was DAMN RIGHT that it tasted awesome.
' DOUBLE APPLE TOP WITH APPLE '
The shisha there uses a fruit so It's very sweet and it's REALLLLLLYYY DAMNNN GOOOD ! Apparently I was the one hogging the shisha for the whole time but.. what the hell. I paid for it :D Spent almost 70 bucks man... Had to pay for Yan Seng cause he ain't got no cash. That'll probably be the first and the last. Unless I feel rich again.. Talking to those guys is really fun man! Oh, and there was a belly dancer too! The sad part is that she's fat. Can see her belly LOL! Didn't enjoy her dance anyway. I've experienced the BEST at Dubai. Awesome place, awesome food but freakin' expensive. I wanna go there with my friends and stay at a villa by the ocean man!! Damn beautiful ! Anyway, after smoking, we headed to Iluma to check out some stuff but everything was already closed so we decided to head on back home. That's pretty much what happened. Did I mention about the shisha? Yes? IT'S AWESOME. Tried shisha many times but this is the best so far. (taking only those I've tried in Singapore into account) I wanted to try some other stuff but I decided not to. I guess it was for the best.
That's about all I intend to blog about today. Just wanna share this wonderful day with you guys. I wanna write more but I'm thinking if I should write about how I feel about some stuff but I gotta think about it first. Maybe tomorrow :) If you're lucky. Oh and before I end, PLEASE GO LISTEN TO - Selena Gomez : A Year Without Rain. Damn I'm in love with that song. I didn't really like her but after hearing that song, MUSGASMIC. New word? Yes. I invented it. That marks the end of my blog post. Adios ~
' DOUBLE APPLE TOP WITH APPLE '
The shisha there uses a fruit so It's very sweet and it's REALLLLLLYYY DAMNNN GOOOD ! Apparently I was the one hogging the shisha for the whole time but.. what the hell. I paid for it :D Spent almost 70 bucks man... Had to pay for Yan Seng cause he ain't got no cash. That'll probably be the first and the last. Unless I feel rich again.. Talking to those guys is really fun man! Oh, and there was a belly dancer too! The sad part is that she's fat. Can see her belly LOL! Didn't enjoy her dance anyway. I've experienced the BEST at Dubai. Awesome place, awesome food but freakin' expensive. I wanna go there with my friends and stay at a villa by the ocean man!! Damn beautiful ! Anyway, after smoking, we headed to Iluma to check out some stuff but everything was already closed so we decided to head on back home. That's pretty much what happened. Did I mention about the shisha? Yes? IT'S AWESOME. Tried shisha many times but this is the best so far. (taking only those I've tried in Singapore into account) I wanted to try some other stuff but I decided not to. I guess it was for the best.
That's about all I intend to blog about today. Just wanna share this wonderful day with you guys. I wanna write more but I'm thinking if I should write about how I feel about some stuff but I gotta think about it first. Maybe tomorrow :) If you're lucky. Oh and before I end, PLEASE GO LISTEN TO - Selena Gomez : A Year Without Rain. Damn I'm in love with that song. I didn't really like her but after hearing that song, MUSGASMIC. New word? Yes. I invented it. That marks the end of my blog post. Adios ~
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Shag to the max.
Alright people, I apologize for my laziness to blog.. I've been damn tired for the past few days. Why? Work. Everyday from Mon-Fri I'll be helping my dad pack perfumes and do some other warehouse stuff with Faizal. Working with a friends is A LOT more fun than working alone :) As usual, we talk crap and entertained ourselves. If I worked alone, I guess I'll probably quit due to boredom before the week ended haha. Anyway, It's already the 3 of Oct and there are only about 22 days before school starts. And plus, I just got back my results not long ago and I am fucking disappointed at myself. I procrastinated like hell and now I'm regretting. My parents also told me that they are disappointed at me and I promised them that I'd do much better the next time round. I will hold on to that promise.
The O's and PSLE are just around the corner. And promos, will be done in a few days. I just wanna wish all my dear friends and cousins taking these major exams GOOOOD LUCK!! If you work hard enough, I'm absolutely positive that you will succeed :)
Oh, and I haven't been spending time with my sec sch friends. I've been god damn busy finding a job and now, working. Not that I don't want to, I'm just always tired :( Sorry guys! We all said we wanna do all the crazy shit ass stuff together after exams but it has already been 3 weeks into the holidays and we haven't even do any of those things we said we'd do. Oh well, it's easier said than done. Now I'm waiting for Calvin and Justin to finish their promos and we will all spend the rest of our poly holidays indulging ourselves in fun and laughter! I really miss them man. See ya bros soon ! :)
Other than sleeping and working, I've also read up on a lot of stuff online. One of those stuffs I read up on was about dreams. Why? Because I've been dreaming of something almost every week and I've got no idea why. I wasn't even thinking of it but it keeps popping up in my head. All I wanted to know was why this was happening to me. And the answer to that was, if something you want in reality is not happening, your sub conscious mind will try to make it happen in the dream. Indeed it did and damn did it feel good. But it hurts to know that it MIGHT not happen :( As mentioned before, if you really want something, fight your way through it and if it is really good for you, you will succeed. Don't be afraid to take risks. You'll never be great without taking a chance. So I'll just pray and try my best to make this dream of mine a reality :)
Oh, and for the past few days I've been reading up on business stuffs as well. Forex trading, wall street, the recession and crimes in business. I have become much more business minded now. Gonna learn how to buy and sell shares from my dad and cousins. Good stuff :) Alright guys, I'm gonna go turn in now. As usual, I'm starting to get tired early in the day and I gotta sleep early because I usually wake up early in the morning to jog and hit the gym :) Gotta keep fit and get em girls eh ^_^ Goodnight peeps ! Ciao ~
The O's and PSLE are just around the corner. And promos, will be done in a few days. I just wanna wish all my dear friends and cousins taking these major exams GOOOOD LUCK!! If you work hard enough, I'm absolutely positive that you will succeed :)
Oh, and I haven't been spending time with my sec sch friends. I've been god damn busy finding a job and now, working. Not that I don't want to, I'm just always tired :( Sorry guys! We all said we wanna do all the crazy shit ass stuff together after exams but it has already been 3 weeks into the holidays and we haven't even do any of those things we said we'd do. Oh well, it's easier said than done. Now I'm waiting for Calvin and Justin to finish their promos and we will all spend the rest of our poly holidays indulging ourselves in fun and laughter! I really miss them man. See ya bros soon ! :)
Other than sleeping and working, I've also read up on a lot of stuff online. One of those stuffs I read up on was about dreams. Why? Because I've been dreaming of something almost every week and I've got no idea why. I wasn't even thinking of it but it keeps popping up in my head. All I wanted to know was why this was happening to me. And the answer to that was, if something you want in reality is not happening, your sub conscious mind will try to make it happen in the dream. Indeed it did and damn did it feel good. But it hurts to know that it MIGHT not happen :( As mentioned before, if you really want something, fight your way through it and if it is really good for you, you will succeed. Don't be afraid to take risks. You'll never be great without taking a chance. So I'll just pray and try my best to make this dream of mine a reality :)
Oh, and for the past few days I've been reading up on business stuffs as well. Forex trading, wall street, the recession and crimes in business. I have become much more business minded now. Gonna learn how to buy and sell shares from my dad and cousins. Good stuff :) Alright guys, I'm gonna go turn in now. As usual, I'm starting to get tired early in the day and I gotta sleep early because I usually wake up early in the morning to jog and hit the gym :) Gotta keep fit and get em girls eh ^_^ Goodnight peeps ! Ciao ~
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