14 bucks just went down the drain.

Why did I waste 14 bucks today, you'll know soon enough.

Was supposed to wake up at 8am to go jogging and swimming but as usual, couldn't wake up early cause I slept late. So I woke up at 12. Thanks to Faizal. If he hadn't called me, I would've woken up even later.. Alright, so after showering and getting ready, I headed off to City Hall to meet Faizal. We walked to Marina Square, STRAIGHT TO THE ARCADE. What did I play? It's damn obvious man. DAY to the TO to the NA. YEHH BOII !! So before starting the game, I told that fag Faizal, if he BANG me, he will have to pay for my game. He said ' okay okay I won't ' but nevertheless, he did bang me. And because of such pussy play, I lost one game. If you're reading this Faizal, I ain't gonna pay you shit. Then, we sat down at a table inside the cinema, waiting for Felix, Hannah and Yan Seng to come. Felix joined us about 2.45 and Hannah and Yan Seng arrived about 15 mins later. APPARENTLY, we were supposed to watch the 3pm show but SOME PEOPLE had to come late. But, It's okay :D We decided to go and catch Wall Street at Cineleisure but deja vu, WE WERE LATE AGAIN. So we choose to watch - The shock labyrinth: House of horrors - So sad Hannah couldn't join us :( Or maybe she was just too scared to do so ^_^ ANYWAY, THE SHOW FUCKING SUCKED BIG TIME. Watched 3D and fuckin wasted my 14 bucks. But, me and Faizal made the show so damn bloody hilarious. Throughout the show, which was NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THRILLING OR FRIGHTENING, me and Faizal made funny fucked up noises such as ' wooo, ahhhh, oh yeah(Faizal) ' and some other crap noises. Then all of us also just screamed for no reason at some parts of the show. Damn did I have a good laugh. The funny thing is, some other people, who also found that show lame and boring, joined us and made all those noises. Was laughing throughout a 'horror' show. NICE! After that we went to the arcade, AGAIN, to play DAYTONA! This time, it was me, Felix, Faizal and Yan Seng. As usual, Faizal played dirty but he couldn't even win a single game. Heard that Faizal, YOU SUCK. PERIOD. We headed home after playing the arcade awhile cause I had to be home by 7pm. When I got home, I went for a 5km jog. Felt damn good after that! Did sit-ups and push-ups and had salad for dinner (Y). Other than that, nothing much happened for the rest of the day.

The whole week I have been meeting Faizal. Talked, looked for a job together, and went window shopping. Met him EVERY SINGLE day. But hey, that guy never fails to make me laugh my ass off each and everyday:) Awesome guy! But still, Faizal, I'm not gonna pay you anything you fag. 

Starting work next week. Probably won't be able to go out for 2-3 weeks. Can't meet ANY friends :( But I'll be working with Faizal so it's alright. Work is gonna be fun man! Can't wait for the MONEY $_$. And I'm gonna spend hopefully NOT ALL OF THEM on shopping with Hannah and the other guys. OH YEAH! Now I'm gonna start to practice playing Misery Business by Paramore. Me and Faizal is gonna jam that song together SOON. 

Oh god.. I've been on a video call on msn with Faizal since 10pm. And now, he's sleeping. I really wanna take a picture but he's only in his boxers hehe. Oh, and I just saw him scratch his ass. Not that I enjoyed it or anything .. I feel damn tired after exercising. I guess I better go to bed as well. GOOOOOOOOODNIGHT.

Beautiful nightmare.

God damn I'm freakin lazy to blog now haha..
Okay, so what did I do today hmm.. Met Faizal at Bedok in the afternoon and went for a job interview and we FINALLY got a job as packers working at I've got no idea where.. Then, he came to my place to chill and have lunch and we left to meet Dini and Julaika at Cineleisure and watched Devil. That movie wasn't good at all man. It wasn't even frightening and the girls were screaming and covering their eyes.. I can't believe Felix was scared shitless when he watched that show. What a pussy man! That guy is so damn easy to frighten. Anyway, after the show, we walked to Ion and I went to Mont Blanc to find a ring for myself.. Unfortunately, they didn't have the ring I wanted. They were outta stock. We walked around Ion for about 45mins before heading to Orchard Central to eat ice-cream at Heaven's Loft - Ben & Jerry. It's the same place in case you were wondering. Had AWESOME Belgian waffles with chocolate chip cookie dough and chunky monkey(banana). Haven't had ice-cream for quite some time and damn it tasted soooo goood! We sat outside, very nice place to chill and talk with your friends. It's quite romantic too! After that, Dini and Julaika had to go home cause they've got a curfew, so me and Faizal walked around and talked cock. That's pretty much it..Gonna watch Wall Street with Felix, Faizal and Hannah later on. Hope it's good!

Oh, and I had a dream last night. It was probably one of the best and one of the worst I've ever had in my life. A part of me wants to have that dream again, and the other part doesn't. Why? Now that's confidential. As aforementioned, It's beautiful nightmare:) Let's just leave it at that alright.

My mind is blank.. I've got no idea what else to talk about. I guess I'm tired. Been out the whole day ~ Can't wait to go shopping though! Got lotsa stuff on my wishlist and damn do they cost a bomb! I just hope my parents won't mind me spending that much on just clothes and accessories..

So, that's all for today. I think I should probably get to bed now, and maybe It will be deja vu all over again. Who knows .. Goodnight fellas!

It's your life. Take control of it.

Oh man I'm dead tired .. Managed to get a job today but it sucks like hell man. Gotta be at woodlands at 7am, and the pay isn't even attractive. Why the hell did I even sign up for this shit. Oh well, what's done is done, no point whining about it since I gotta do it anyway.

Anyway, what I really wanted to talk about is whether it's worth spending time on something you know you might not be able to succeed. They say, if it's not possible, don't bother doing it. Well, if you're talking about flying without a plane or getting the love of your life just by sitting at home doing nothing, then yeah, don't even bother thinking about succeeding.

First of all, I'm optimistic and I've always lived up to my principles, 'If you want something, work your balls out for it.' Sometimes, people tell me that I may not succeed in what I want and I'll just tell them okay or whatever just to shut them up. I don't have time to listen to their bullshit. I'm not gonna wait for miracles to happen. You control your own life, you change your own fate. If you expect to get what you want just by sitting at home and waiting for it to come running at you, you can just smash your face against the wall cause that ain't gonna happen. Don't let others tell you what you can, or cannot succeed at BECAUSE they do NOT know you as well as you know yourself. So don't go around asking people hey, do you think I can ' whatever it is you think you can't ' because when they say no, and you know they're gonna, you will just feel more fucked up and keep on thinking whether you should or should not go for it. It doesn't matter what other people think or say, all that matters is what you say and what you want to achieve. Don't allow others to pull you down.

If you're a pessimist and all you do is wait, I suggest you get up, set your mind straight, and get in the game. Because no one's gonna wait for you. Don't depend on others about your future, it's yours, not theirs. SO GET UP AND JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT TO. But make sure it's LEGAL, or you're just screwing yourself up again. YEH BOI !!! ( Quoted from the NOT so awesome Eric Josua )

OKAY BABES, time to go to bed. I've got work at 7am @ WOODLANDS.. Goodnight and sweetdreams :)

The bigger they are, the harder they fall.

Hmm... what did I do today ?
Sleep, eat, sleep, eat, sleep.
That's pretty much it I guess...

OH OH OH, LIVERPOOL VS MANCHESTER UNITED..
Well, since I don't have MIO tv, I followed my uncles to east coast beach mac D to catch the game.. DAMN! Lots of liverpool fans there! AWESOME MAN!!!! I only managed to catch the second half though..
Alright, when we left my house to go to the beach, it was half-time and the score was 1-0, man u was leading. During the ride there, oh god.. my uncles were quarreling about man u and liverpool and it was GOD DAMN FUNNY MAN! 2 of em supported man u, and me and my other uncle supported liverpool. We were scolding each other and then one of my uncles called his cousin, who is a DIE-HARD liverpool fan and once he answered the phone he straight away said, ' eh I heard liverpool losing ' and his cousin just kept quiet and didn't even say a word and my uncles and I laughed like hell man haha! My uncle practically laughed for freakin 10minutes ..
OKAY, then when we got to ground zero, there were lotsa people there and THE MOST AWESOME PART IS, 70% of the people there are LIVERPOOL FANS! HOW GREAT IS THAT EH? So, we found a seat and watched the second half. Unfortunately, man u scored AGAIN and as usual, the man u fans cheered for them.. pathetic fools. NEXT, liverpool managed to get a penalty and HELL YEAH GERRARD SCORED! Man that guy never fails to make me smile man! That's why he's my idol :) After liverpool scored, the man u fans got worried and even the man u players lost confidence, weaklings.And awhile later liverpool scored again. Gerrard's free kick!! Fletcher and Van Der Sar can go suck dick. Me and one of my uncle was laughing our asses off and scolding the crap out of my other 2 uncles haha ! Man.. I wish I had brothers like them man.. Those losers don't even enjoy watching soccer. I'm the only one in my family who does. Alright, after lots of laughing and screaming, MAN U SCORED. YEAH, WHAT.. THE.. FUCK. I was absolutely speechless. All the man u fans got up and screamed their lungs out man .. They're all really retards. But what the heck, great game eh ?! :) Oh and I gotta give credit to Berbatov for managing to pull through a magnificent bicycle kick. Oh and Rooney for cheating on his pregnant wife and sucking. I guess whatever skill Berbatov gained, Rooney lost.

Oh and I nearly forgot to mention, throughout the fuckin second half, there was a guy who REALLY HATED LIVERPOOL and he kept on laughing at the liverpool's players when they fell and all those little stupid things. It was kinda irritating, and I felt like getting up and smashing his face on the wall man. Oh, and don't get me started on a group of malays. Apparently they make jokes that only THEY can understand and laugh about it. Another bunch of fools.. Man u supporters, horrendous people.

OVERALL, I had an awesome day.. Besides the fact that liverpool lost and Felix bragging to me about Man u's victory throughout the night. Fuck you for that. Oh and I've got a job interview tomorrow! Oh yeah! Hope to get a job and not waste my damn holidays AGAIN .. Alright guys, that's all for now. Peace out ~

TO ALL MANCHESTER UNITED SUPPORTERS, KISS MY ASS.

C'est La Vie.

Today was one hell of a tiring day.. Woke up, helped my maid prepare the tables and chairs for the guests that came over in the evening. Practiced drumming for about an hour and fell asleep while watching tv. Had to entertain the guests until 12am. Waited 3 freakin hours before having dinner. 

Now, lying down on the bed staring at the ceiling thinkin bout my life. Managed to pull through all the shit that I've undergone and the ones that I'm going to go through. Damn.. That's a whole lotta shit! But hey, life's like a dick, sometimes it gets hard for no reason. We just have to find a way around those problems and we're good. 

Anyway, I'm not sure why but I feel lost and confused. I don't understand myself and I don't seem to know what I want or how I'm feeling about different things. I'm able to help others but I can't help myself. That's probably how everyone is eh.. Sometimes I wonder if I'm cursed or blessed with this life. All those different feelings wrapped around me, holding me down.Oh god, how am I gonna pull through this. But the thing that keeps me moving, is knowing that I've already pulled through lots of shit, and this one ain't no different.

There's no point whining and complaining about how fucked up you life is, cause that'll only make things worse. So, like what I always tell others, or what others always tell me, suck it up, fuck those problems and move on with life. I've been told this many times 'follow your heart'. And yes, that's what I'm doing now and hell yeah it feels awesome. You want something, go for it, before it's too late. Better to be happy that you've tried rather than regret that you didn't. So to speak, I've been there and done that. I've learnt from my mistakes and moved on. And, I'm definitely not going back to square one. That would be foolish of me. So.. yeah. Don't be afraid to pursue your dreams. For they might actually come true, that is, if you work hard enough for it.

A brand new start.

WADDDUP PEOPLE ! Just wanna say thanks to Jacinta for helping me with the designs and shit! Damn.. haven't even started blogging and I've got a headache. That's all I'm gonna post for now. Gonna turn in soon. Once again, THANKS! :D