Resolutions.

Just got back from jogging with my bro. We jogged all the way to Parkway Parade. Fancy meeting Eric and the guys there haha. Chat for a lil while before all of us headed home. Surprisingly, today I'm not so tired. Usually by this time I'd be at war with my eyes trying to keep em open. Well, it must be because I woke up at 4pm today! Been quite awhile since I slept for more than 12 hours. And no I'm not a pig! Don't judge me man.I guess I'll probably sleep in bout 2 hours time. Waking up early to head the gym, buy some groceries and go back home. It's my grandma's birthday today. Imma try and bake a cake for her! Hope she'll like it:) Can't think of any present to give my grandma LOL. Hopefully a card and the cake will mean alot to her. what the hell I'm saying, I ain't telling you anything :)

Today is the last day of 2010. Probably going for the party @ Scape later on, hopefully. Been spending New Year with family for the past 17 years. Finally I can get the hell out of my house and spend it with friends! Hope it'll be fun. At the party, gonna practice my game and then I'll get to see how hard it is there on the field. I doubt most of you don't know what in the world I just said but I ain't telling you nothing:)

New year's just around the corner. I've got lots of new year resolutions but I'm not too sure if I will follow them haha. Last year resolutions WENT TOTALLY THE OPPOSITE MAN. Managed to be successful at some though, but majority, FAILED MISERABLY. Alright, I'll write down ALL my resolutions and you guys be the judge. Sounds good?

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS -

- Make 0 enemies.

- Make HELL LOTTA NEW FRIENDS.

- Do at least 10 drum covers and at least 1 song from A7X.

- Cook at least 3 dishes of my own choice. ( 3 DIFFICULT ONES )

- Get my 6-pack HELL YEAH!

- I think it's time for me to get a girlfiriend. <- LOL

- Show my parents that they can trust me MORE than how much they do now.

- Do a lil volunteer work here and there.

- Make a video of myself rapping some songs and definitely my own as well. ( This is gonna be so damn funny )

- Reach 1000 friends on facebook!

- Quit smoking.

- Get my GPA up to at least 3.3.

- Improve my soccer skills.

- Stop wasting money on stuff I don't need.

- HAVE AN AWESOME MAGNIFICENT STUPENDOUS BIRTHDAY PARTY!

Yeah I think that's pretty much it. Looks like there is so much work to do HAHA. Honestly, I feel that most of them is easy to accomplish just that I have to set limits and discipline myself more. I ALWAYS tend to lose focus halfway into doing things.. Gotta step it up a notch if I want things to be done properly. So you guys think I can handle all the pressure trying to get all this done? I WILL SHOW YOU THAT I CAN, AND I WILL! Actually, what I wanna do most is just to be a better person. Looking at myself one year ago and now. Man.. that's alot of shit that I've done man. Been a rough and yet enjoyable year. As people always say, let's hope we make next year a better one. Time really flies very fast. I can still remember the day I got back my O's results like it was yesterday. Wish I could experience that moment all over again. Feels great making your parents proud and showing them that you are one step to becoming what they hope you'd become. And along the way, you'll go through a heap of shit but it all pays off in the end yeah? When you tell yourself that you can do something, damn right you can. Fuck the world. JUST FUCKING DO IT MAN. As long as it doesn't get you in trouble hehe. Here's a quote from Eminem, 'Every moment is another chance.' Have the confidence and set your mind to it and voila! You've got a great future to look forward to!!

WOOOOOOO I'm so high right now. WHY YOU ASK? EMINEM BABY! Last time it was all electro and R&B but now, it's RAP! He writes dope shit man. DOPE! I know I've talked about Eminem before and I ain't gonna talk much about him now. I've got work to do. Been cracking my head trying to write a rap for myself LOL! Bet most of you laughed when I said that but HEY! When I say I can be the next Eminem, DAMN RIGHT I CAN. You laugh at me now but once I hit that spot, I'll be laughing at you people HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA okay who am I kidding.. I don't wanna be the next Eminem. Just wanna be good at what he does, and what I like to do :) OKAY, it's time for me to get back to writin my rhymes and practicing em. CIAO!

This is some dope shit man. DOPE!

Unsettled.

Am I just deluding myself? Is it mere infatuation?

I don't fucking know.

Back to the same old boring shit.

Alright guys here are some pics of my trip to Bintan!

 

 So I got back around 5pm today. Was tired as hell man although I didn't do much since morning. Here's a summary of what I did at Bintan since Day 1.

DAY 1 :
- Hotel check-in ( God damn expensive )
- Checked out the sea sports available. ( Sadly, it wasn't the season for jet ski-ing and snorkeling )
- Had lunch ( The prices were even more expensive then eating at a hotel in Singapore.. )
- Walked abit then rode on the Quadbike with my siblings and dad.
- Played on the trampoline with my siblings! ( Look, I know it's childish but I STILL HAD FUN! )
- Played pool for an hour before LASER QUEST! Lost to my bro in it but trashed my sis! It's kinda like laser tag in How I Met Your Mother. The one Barney always plays with kids! IT'S DAMN FUN MAN! But we only had 3 of us so.. yeah :)
- Headed back to our room to chill, watch tv and sleep.

DAY 2 :
- Buffet breakfast. ( Couldn't resist temptation to eat )
- Went SURFING WOO!! Managed to balance and surf the whole wave on my second try! Guess I was born to surf ^^ Had rashes on my body due to the lousy quality surf board.. Gonna go to Bali with my friends to surf a REAL WAVE! Not some kinda pussy wave haha.
- Played at the beach and went swimming at the pool. DAMN! Lots of hot chicks! Especially the American ones! THE WHOLE FAMILY! If only... ahh nevermind.
- Went around Bintan, bought biscuits and drinks cause the ones back at the hotel was a rip off.
- Had dinner @ some expensive seafood place.
- Went back and SLEEP. Took me and my siblings about an hour to get to bed cause we were fooling around! Laughing our asses off in the middle of the night and scaring each other! The wind was making scary noises and that scared the crap out of my sis. Nothing beats spending time with family man <3

DAY 3 :
- Buffet breakfast AGAIN.
- Went to ride the Quadbike again! This time the guide took us to a different route and it was much more fun.
- Surfin AGAIN! The waves were much stronger but they were alot shorter then the ones the day before.
- Late lunch.
- Walked around, relaxed and went to sleep. Nothing much to do already ~
- Watched tv, packed our bags and went to bed.

DAY 4 :
- Buffet breakfast AGAIN..
- Rested in our rooms till check-out and headed back to Singapore.

Overall, the trip wasn't that bad. Besides surfing, playing at the beach and bonding with my family, there wasn't much to do. The prices were sky high. My rating would be a mere 6.5/10. Guess it was due to the season. If we had come around April, we could have gone snorkeling, jet-skiing, para-sailing and other awesome stuff! Oh well, there's always next time. Now, I'm back in Singapore and I've got to go through the same old shit. Gonna miss laughing and having fun with my sis and bro. The atmosphere back here is totally different. You feel me.

Anyway, Merry Christmas to you guys! Sorry for the late wish, was overseas :) Later, gonna head down to Tampines Mall to have lunch and catch a movie with the guys and Jac. Celebrating Jac's birthday too! Been a REALLY REALLY long time since I met them. New year is just around the corner and I hope I'll be able to go for the countdown party at Marina Bay! It's definitely gonna be awesome! I've got lots of resolutions in my mind. LOTS OF THEM. Gonna post them up later on. I hope I don't bore you guys with the details hehe. Alright man, I've got lots of stuff to do now. Plan for the soccer match against some friends on Tuesday, gotta call and text some guys and prepare something for someone. Not gonna get into details. I'm practically half dead.. Got home just now, changed and straight away left for Ion Orchard to have a look at the stuff going on there for Christmas and then followed my parents to Boon Keng to have kambing soup. I didn't have any though, was watching my diet :) Gotta rest for gym tomorrow too! After loading myself up at Bintan, I've got to get them all out!! Goodnight people and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JAC <3

Derezzed.

Hmmm.. what did I do today? Woke up at 11am, had breakfast, played DOTA till about 2pm and was looking at my phone,msn and facebook contacts to see who could go out with me today. So after HOURS of calling and messaging people, FAIZAL came to my rescue. THANKS BRO!! Thought you wouldn't wanna go cause it's only the 2 of us haha but you did, so THANKS ALOT FOR THAT :) Anyway, we watched Tron @ Cathay Orchard. Awesome show man. LOVED THE SOUNDTRACK. And the sound effects as well as animation is magnificent. You guys should catch it! Derezzed is the bomb man! It has been on replay since last week. Other than the soundtrack, the hawt babes in the show were awesome too! Man.. women in tights ^^ Not gonna side track here man.. So after the show we walked to Orchard mrt and headed back home. Didn't have dinner outside cause we wanted to save money. So I got home, had dinner and here I am! Packed my bags, leaving tomorrow for a 4 day holiday. As much as I don't wanna go, I don't have a choice. Hope it's fun though.. Singapore is so fuckin boring. No friends to go out with... No one even asked me out :( Sad.. I guess a holiday would be the perfect thing for me haha. My body is aching from intense workout in the gym yesterday. But it feels good yeahhhh ~

It's gonna be Christmas soon and I might not be back till next week so HAPP XMAS to you guys and girls out there! Go out with your friends man! Don't stay home and laze around on Christmas! Man.. I wish I had friends who were crazy about Christmas. They'd host dinners and parties.. The only party I can go is the one held in clubs and I'm not legal to get in. Don't know who to spend Christmas with. When I get back I'll ask around and see who's free eh :D

Oh and to my younger bro, SCREW YOU for not replying my messages. Everytime I sms you, you barely reply me! I really hate it when people don't reply me.. If they are busy, the next best thing to do is say you're busy or reply when you're free eh?
Sometimes, when people ask me to do them a favour, I'll try my best to help them if I'm free but when it becomes my turn to ask them to do me a favout, they'll just do it half-heartedly or not do it at all.. Only some people will really help me and I really do appreciate them. I just feel that people like to take advantage of me for some reason. Don't wanna be Mr-Nice-Guy anymore but that won't do me any good would it? So I'll just have to bear with it and hope that you realize that you're being a douche.

First few days of holidays don't seem to be going good for me.. When I get back, I hope the second week would be the total opposite ~ Hope my friends aren't busy then. Everyone seems to be so busy and some just couldn't be bothered to accompany me. Such good friends :) Haiz.. I think I better get to bed soon. Gotta wake up early later on, don't wanna oversleep!

BEFORE I GO, you guys, and girls of course, should go check out Mike Tompkins cover of Only Girl, the acapella. It's god damn good man! His sings very well. That kid's got a bright future ahead of him. And one thing I HATE ABOUT YOUTUBE, in EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN MUSIC VIDEO, there's a comment about JUSTIN BIEBER. WHAT THE FUCK? I KNOW RIGHT. DAMN IRRITATING.
Some would be like, 'Those who dislike are Bieber fans..' or 'The dislike bar is as long as JB's dick' LOL! That made me laugh but still, his name has to be brought up in every single video. Maybe youtube should like ban his name or something? Haha.. just sayin man. Alright folks, my eyes are telling me it's time to sleep! Cheers ^^ :)

Stoning..

I am god damn bored..

Common Tests Over.

OH YEAH! Common tests finally over! Just got through a rough week. Parents got back and established new household rules.. As usual, the rules suck big time. Been studying like a dog for my Business Law, POA and Macroeconomics paper. Surprisingly, I could go ALL OF THEM!! Let's just hope that my results aren't too bad this time round :) Gotta pull my GPA up if I wanna get into a local university, which honestly I do not want. During the econs paper today, I was helping everyone.. Mitchell on my left, Yan Seng in front, Felix on my right and Patrick behind me. ALL KEEP ASKING ME FOR ANSWERS!! God damn irritating.. Especially this Felix.. DOTA UNTIL 2 AM SOMEMORE, then come for the paper unprepared.. And he got 'sabo-ed' for ALL PAPERS. Patrick gave him the wrong answers.. Damn funny man! After each paper, he comes out saying all his answers and realizes he's wrong and punches us for no reason.  Oh well, what's done is done. SO LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES! Don't ask Patrick for answers again LOL!

Anyway, Felix is going to China for about 8 days. He's leaving tomorrow morning.  He goes to China almost every year.. Wouldn't it be boring to go to the same country every year? It seems so... but I think he likes it there. Especially the 'special service' if you know what I mean ^^ Nahh, he doesn't do that. At least that's what he tells me. Who knows.. maybe he tried it before haha. First week of holiday he's gonna be gone and it'll probably be quite boring for me.. but I think I'll be going to Malaysia for about 3 days or so. So.. yeah,  I hope my trip to Malaysia will be fun. Supposed to go to Europe but the holiday is only 2 weeks and my older brother is in camp. So I guess that can only happen next year. CAN'T WAIT!!
Have a safe flight bro and PLEASE bring back something for me :)

Man.. I miss the freedom I had when my parents wasn't around. I hate curfews man.. And I'm short of cash too. I HATE being broke man. Can't do shit except stay home and laze around.. God damn boring. The past few days I've been suffering alone at home. Sometimes it's fun when I disturb my siblings but other than that, BORING.. Everyone is busy studying for common tests and now that it is FINALLY OVER I HOPE WE CAN GO OUT MORE OFTEN! When I've got nothing to do, I kill time by doing stuff I don't want to. Sleep like a pig, EAT and some other shit.. Can't wait till the second week of holidays. Lots of stuff going on!! Christmas parties, Jac's birthday and New Year!! And then, countdown to my birthday! Smiling like a gay fag to myself on the screen when I talk about my birthday.. Too excited man. Don't blame me :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE and best wishes for your birthday <3 :) I miss you man..

Soooo... I think imma go have an early dinner now then gonna head down to Clarke Quay to meet some friends. I will die if I stayed home today. Alright people, ROHAIL SIGNING OFF :)

Discretion.

Hey! I'm finally back! So damn bored studying for business law, so I decided to blog. Oh man, I've been spamming trance/electro/dance music for the past few weeks. Awesome shit! Check out some videos I posted on my facebook wall! Gets you in the mood to dance eh!! Haha. Anyway, can't wait to turn 18 man! Wanna go clubbing and pick up chicks ^^ My birthday is in a month but I still can't wait man! Gonna have an awesome party with my good friends. I've never actually had a party for my birthday. Everytime I would just invite my closest friends over for lunch or soccer. Pretty boring eh? So I really hope I can have this one AWESOME 18th birthday next year and I hope my friends can help it make it the most memorable one ever! Just wanna let loose for the night and do all the shit I wanna do, without anyone scolding me or getting pissed off at me for some reason. Damn.. I was supposed to go zoukout last night but I decided not to due to my business law paper on Monday. CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED TIESTO AND GUETTA.. That's one hell of a sacrifice!! So no excuses for not doing well in blaw paper! To all those having common tests goodluck! Holiday's just around the corner! Study hard, get it done and over with and ENJOY THE GOD DAMN HOLIDAYS!!

It's already DECEMBER. Yeah, time flies damn fast. Just one year ago I was probably chilling out with my dearest friends from secondary school. And seeing how much everyone has changed. It has definitely been a rough journey through poly. You get to meet new people, learn how fucked up your friends can become and see what lies deep inside them. The sad truth. Comparing myself to all my friends, I know I've changed the most. For the better? No. But I must say this, I've enjoyed myself, at least most of my poly life so far. But I promise myself I won't change any further. If you think I'm lieing to myself by saying this, then I guess you don't know me that well. I've set my limits straight, and damn sure I ain't gonna cross them. You guys say you miss the old me, honestly speaking, I don't miss my old self as much as you guys do. Been through lots of shit and I don't intend to go back. I just wanna apologise to all my friends and to whoever I might have hurt. I just wanna be 'part' of you guys. If you know what I mean. As mentioned above, 2010 have been a rough yet magnificent year for me. I hope 2011 will be better in terms of relationships with friends and families and my studies as well. I've got to know lots of stuff about different people. Found out who my 'true' friends were as well as made new 'brothers'.

Regarding the title of the post, as much as I DESPISE blogging about what I dislike, I just wanna say that I REALLY HATE people blogging bad about me. Even if you never mention my name, I'm sure some people know who you are talking about. And I'm not proud of what I do so you don't have to go around telling people. Anyway, I just wanna apologise to you for saying bad stuff behind your back and letting you down. There was a point in time where I actually didn't give a shit about what you think but I value our relationship more than my ego. So here I go again, I'M SORRY, to you, and to everyone out there. You are still one of my best friends and I love you. Hope you understand.

Not gonna post any emo shit stuff about my life or talk about how sad I feel or whatever. Life is short. ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN. Can't wait to turn 18 man! I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I CAN SAY THAT! Oh and my parents are coming back today. They've been gone for nearly a month and I HAVE TO SAY THAT THE PAST ONE MONTH HAVE BEEN ONE FUCKING HELL OF A RIDE! Probably one of the most enjoyable month I've ever had. Not saying that I hate my parents' presence but it's just that I don't get the freedom I deserve. Curfew here and there and limitations. Sucks a lot man. Oh well, nothing lasts forever. I guess I should probably go back to studying and SPAMMING Swedish House Mafia & Tiesto! CAN'T GET ENOUGH MAN! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO okay bye :)