Discretion.

Hey! I'm finally back! So damn bored studying for business law, so I decided to blog. Oh man, I've been spamming trance/electro/dance music for the past few weeks. Awesome shit! Check out some videos I posted on my facebook wall! Gets you in the mood to dance eh!! Haha. Anyway, can't wait to turn 18 man! Wanna go clubbing and pick up chicks ^^ My birthday is in a month but I still can't wait man! Gonna have an awesome party with my good friends. I've never actually had a party for my birthday. Everytime I would just invite my closest friends over for lunch or soccer. Pretty boring eh? So I really hope I can have this one AWESOME 18th birthday next year and I hope my friends can help it make it the most memorable one ever! Just wanna let loose for the night and do all the shit I wanna do, without anyone scolding me or getting pissed off at me for some reason. Damn.. I was supposed to go zoukout last night but I decided not to due to my business law paper on Monday. CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED TIESTO AND GUETTA.. That's one hell of a sacrifice!! So no excuses for not doing well in blaw paper! To all those having common tests goodluck! Holiday's just around the corner! Study hard, get it done and over with and ENJOY THE GOD DAMN HOLIDAYS!!

It's already DECEMBER. Yeah, time flies damn fast. Just one year ago I was probably chilling out with my dearest friends from secondary school. And seeing how much everyone has changed. It has definitely been a rough journey through poly. You get to meet new people, learn how fucked up your friends can become and see what lies deep inside them. The sad truth. Comparing myself to all my friends, I know I've changed the most. For the better? No. But I must say this, I've enjoyed myself, at least most of my poly life so far. But I promise myself I won't change any further. If you think I'm lieing to myself by saying this, then I guess you don't know me that well. I've set my limits straight, and damn sure I ain't gonna cross them. You guys say you miss the old me, honestly speaking, I don't miss my old self as much as you guys do. Been through lots of shit and I don't intend to go back. I just wanna apologise to all my friends and to whoever I might have hurt. I just wanna be 'part' of you guys. If you know what I mean. As mentioned above, 2010 have been a rough yet magnificent year for me. I hope 2011 will be better in terms of relationships with friends and families and my studies as well. I've got to know lots of stuff about different people. Found out who my 'true' friends were as well as made new 'brothers'.

Regarding the title of the post, as much as I DESPISE blogging about what I dislike, I just wanna say that I REALLY HATE people blogging bad about me. Even if you never mention my name, I'm sure some people know who you are talking about. And I'm not proud of what I do so you don't have to go around telling people. Anyway, I just wanna apologise to you for saying bad stuff behind your back and letting you down. There was a point in time where I actually didn't give a shit about what you think but I value our relationship more than my ego. So here I go again, I'M SORRY, to you, and to everyone out there. You are still one of my best friends and I love you. Hope you understand.

Not gonna post any emo shit stuff about my life or talk about how sad I feel or whatever. Life is short. ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN. Can't wait to turn 18 man! I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I CAN SAY THAT! Oh and my parents are coming back today. They've been gone for nearly a month and I HAVE TO SAY THAT THE PAST ONE MONTH HAVE BEEN ONE FUCKING HELL OF A RIDE! Probably one of the most enjoyable month I've ever had. Not saying that I hate my parents' presence but it's just that I don't get the freedom I deserve. Curfew here and there and limitations. Sucks a lot man. Oh well, nothing lasts forever. I guess I should probably go back to studying and SPAMMING Swedish House Mafia & Tiesto! CAN'T GET ENOUGH MAN! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO okay bye :)