It's your life. Take control of it.

Oh man I'm dead tired .. Managed to get a job today but it sucks like hell man. Gotta be at woodlands at 7am, and the pay isn't even attractive. Why the hell did I even sign up for this shit. Oh well, what's done is done, no point whining about it since I gotta do it anyway.

Anyway, what I really wanted to talk about is whether it's worth spending time on something you know you might not be able to succeed. They say, if it's not possible, don't bother doing it. Well, if you're talking about flying without a plane or getting the love of your life just by sitting at home doing nothing, then yeah, don't even bother thinking about succeeding.

First of all, I'm optimistic and I've always lived up to my principles, 'If you want something, work your balls out for it.' Sometimes, people tell me that I may not succeed in what I want and I'll just tell them okay or whatever just to shut them up. I don't have time to listen to their bullshit. I'm not gonna wait for miracles to happen. You control your own life, you change your own fate. If you expect to get what you want just by sitting at home and waiting for it to come running at you, you can just smash your face against the wall cause that ain't gonna happen. Don't let others tell you what you can, or cannot succeed at BECAUSE they do NOT know you as well as you know yourself. So don't go around asking people hey, do you think I can ' whatever it is you think you can't ' because when they say no, and you know they're gonna, you will just feel more fucked up and keep on thinking whether you should or should not go for it. It doesn't matter what other people think or say, all that matters is what you say and what you want to achieve. Don't allow others to pull you down.

If you're a pessimist and all you do is wait, I suggest you get up, set your mind straight, and get in the game. Because no one's gonna wait for you. Don't depend on others about your future, it's yours, not theirs. SO GET UP AND JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT TO. But make sure it's LEGAL, or you're just screwing yourself up again. YEH BOI !!! ( Quoted from the NOT so awesome Eric Josua )

OKAY BABES, time to go to bed. I've got work at 7am @ WOODLANDS.. Goodnight and sweetdreams :)